I'm feeling very chilled about Christmas this year. I heard a saying ,I found very apt for this time of year -

" What screws us up the most in life

is the picture in our head of how its

suppose to be"

So I shall not worry on how to decorate my home for Christmas or how to have the ideal Christmas dinner as all the magazines are full of this time of year.

As long as we are all together and well ,is all I shall want this Christmas. Iv felt this since Poppy was in hospital for her first ever Christmas . Enjoy ,what really matters.